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Confusion, anger, hurt, Rolling off in waves Behind closed eyes The music takes control Filling the voids Removing all thoughts The beat intoxicating Seeping into every fiber Until only numbness remains Serenity reigns for a time The silence held at bay The music ends The mind left open Wandering once again.

Waiting, Wanting, Hoping, Loving Waiting for the day we can truly be together, Never again to have to say goodbye, The time at last when you can finally stay forever, Wanting to be in your arms and feel your warmth envelope me, The rest of the world fades away leaving only us, Two hearts beat as one and a sense of euphoria blankets us, Hoping our long planned vision for the future finally comes full circle, The tomorrow I now see with clarity becomes a reality, The happiness and security we both seek shall be found in each other, Loving you unconditionally and completely, Looking into your eyes I see the overwhemling emotions, T

I hurt. I ache. I long. I love Feelings long since forgotten have risen again. Stronger now. Deeper now. All the more painful now. Lost in my thoughts, missing your face. Your eyes. Your touch. Your love. Empty without you here, I need you near. The tears. The joy. The longing. I hunger for what only you can give, make me whole once again. Our fears. Our hopes. Our dreams. Drawn to one another in a bond so strong. Once broken. Once hopeless. Now healing. Together we're stronger than ever we could be apart. Past. Present. Future. Where it ends I care not, as long as were together in the end.

Going Forward Pain, agony, defeat... When will these feelings finally subside? I love with all my heart, I give all that have of myself, Yet happiness remains elusive. I see its glow shining in the distance, Reaching out I'm almost there, Then the distance suddenly widens, I watch as the light of hope slips farther and farther away, My world is plunged into darkness once again, The light a mere speck, pulsating like a heartbeat, Drawing me to its warm glow. Refusing to give up I trudge on toward it, I won't let the darkness overtake me, Sometimes it seems as though it would be easier to just give in, To let myself sink into th

 A long time ago there was a girl and a boy. The girl loved the boy and the boy loved the girl, but the boy was afraid because the girl was confused. They were both young and unsure. The girl continued to chase the boy and the boy continued to push the girl away. Then one day the boy moved away and left the girl crying. Time continued to pass until one day the boy returned. But when he came home he found the girl had moved on. Silently he suffered inside, regretting, wishing he had done things differently. But the girl hadn't forgotten about the boy and quietly reached out to him, hoping she knew not what for. The boy didn't want to crush the